Good Afternoon,

It’s been several months since my return ‘back to reality’ slowly taking my time to reflect on this past adventure as I begin to take baby steps into this new life in Minnesota.  In reflection, I’ve spent many moments remembering the laughs, the tears, the highs and the lows that this last hike brought into my life.  I remember vividly the challenges, the pure joy; and better yet the moments I wanted to quit and go home.  Without a shadow of a doubt, despite the challenges I faced; finishing my hike was the only way my spirit would have allowed me to return home.. feeling fulfilled.

While my return from the Pacific Crest Trail has not presented the intensity of post-trail depression I wallowed in for two months following my first hike on the Appalachian Trail; it momentarily has crept up from time-to-time and grabbed ahold of me.  Difficult to understand and comprehend, moreover interesting to think that many of my hiking family shares this same disposition, or does not at all experience these overwhelming feelings.  However interesting it might be, it is clear – the draw of the trail is present in my heart and my spirit each and every day. As I I find it planted firmly and deeply in my soul – I yearn for another opportunity to be outside, in my place of pure joy.

One may wonder – with such strong feelings; what tool am I using to handle the consistent push and pull the trail provides?  I’ve found the best option for me is to share my story with strangers, friends, colleagues, interviewers, passer-by’s loved ones, or even just myself.  It is because of this that I had an opportunity to share a brief glimpse into my story and what some may consider, my expertise.  The forum; a speaking engagement at St. Johns University in Collegeville, Minnesota (Living in Avon Hills Conference)  This presentation was held Saturday, January 30th, presenting on long-distance backpacking over two sessions during the afternoon.

Was I Overwhelmed … Yes,  Scared … Yes,  Freaking Out … Maybe a little,  BUT EXCITED…   MOST DEFINITELY YES!  And Nervous… oh, and a little NERVOUS. 🙂

As many of you have heard me say; I am learning to become comfortable with being uncomfortable – this opportunity has brought to light my desire to share my story not just individually, but on a stage in front of a large crowd.  I want to inspire others by sharing my story and helping them to realize that pushing beyond the limitations we believe true for ourselves is possible – chasing dreams is feasible and that doing what may seem as impossible – is possible if you believe in yourself.

I’m excited for what this will bring to my life despite the unknowns, despite the challenges, despite the insecurities I exude from time to time and personal trials I face – the future is so bright and I have so many people to thank not only for influencing that outlook, but by being a real part of who I am continuing to become today.  Being welcomed into the small community of Saint Joseph has been amazing and filled with connections of inspiring individuals, savvy business owners and community volunteers.  I’ve even had an opportunity to assist with the growth of a small business.  To say that the change has been positive would be a gross understatement; I owe a lot of thanks to a lot of individuals who have taken an interest, reached out and/or provided introductions to other people they felt I should meet all just based on meeting with me and looking out for me.

So now what?  Where do I go from here?   I share my story with any individual or group or people that will listen.  I find a job, (which has become more difficult than I imagined), I continue to plan for the future, live in the present – And I do it all one step at a time… always looking forward and excited about the opportunities this life presents each day.

A special thank-you to all of you who have continued to follow me along this journey we call life – have taken interest in what I am doing and supported any of my fundraising efforts over the last several years.  Your support, love and guidance has been very influential and special for me.

Here’s to the next adventure – and having each of you with me.

Cheer’s to all of you ~

Aqua-Man